MY LOVE LIFE. By A.S Emmanuel

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I am innocent, I am active
Love change me, my motive to fornicate;
I fall in love to get rid of loneliness
My curiosity make me careless
I abandon the qualities Listed

I jump to action out of wanton
Now I regret and feel like a single,
My first lover is cold and faithful
Her coldness and irresponsible act;
Makes me week, the love start fading

A year and five month later
My life turn to be what I never wanted
I kissed one and typed another "are you at home"
I hug first and typed to another "I'm cold"
My integrity like a filthy rag.
This is opposite of me, it started
After a year close to fifth month
When I found the second person.
Her love kick like Chinese Mantle
I accept it and create life in it

But the old true love is not easy;
To let go, could be a mystery
This is my Kryptonite
I care to go visit in the night;
Yet I've found another that has all

My admired qualities.
Should I say my greed as enough space in me?
I voice out in rage, to the first I say;
"Let me go, I'm engage with another"
It is difficult, I see

Turning back to my source of headache.
After I found joy;
Doesn't mean I don't deserve the joy?
Or headache my choice?
Help me! Please God.

I have given all to the first
I have shared soul out of ignorant;
Not an oath, but a strong connection
The other knows nothing;
I feel guilty, I have a soft heart.

My love life is awkward and coarse
I have a conscience, one must go!
But still I can't do it alone
My love life need divine intervention
And getting rid of connection like ghost

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